Slow burn fanfic7/21/2023 Originally posted by the-return-of-the-imagines You locked away that part of you for good, until many years later when you joined the resistance and used the force only when really needed. He had brought down a wall beside you to turn your attention to the crashing concrete instead of him walking away but it was far and didn’t hurt you and you never knew why he did but when you looked back to him, he was gone.Ī part of you has never known why he left you alive and you didn’t really want to know why after he murdered your friends and turned to dark side.Īfter that night, Luke Skywalker told you to block out the force because a tragedy like that could awaken your dark side and you been young and scared so you did. He just turned and stormed away, leaving you there. He had watched you in class too many times, seen that bright smile of yours too many times, stayed up with you under the stars practising and now to see you, weak, preparing yourself for death at his hand, he couldn’t go through with it. He then turned back to you and rose his lightsaber above his head to bring back down on you, you squeezed your eyes shut and prepared for the inevitable but Ben just stared at you, unable to bring himself to kill you. “Come with me.” Ben pleaded, you saw a flash of the old Ben in his eyes when he asked you but you just shook your head.īen growled, clenching his fist and looking away for a moment. The temple was burning, fire was everywhere and the smell of smoke made it hard to breathe. You collided with the floor, scrambling backwards, your arm was wounded from a slash you hadn’t managed to avoid properly so you held it against your chest. You rose your lightsaber at him but after fighting with him before, he knew all your moves and knocked your saber from your hands after a few powerful swings. He straightened up from the blow he had just cast and stepped towards you. You remember looking at him, his hair covering some of his cheek and forehead as he breathed heavily out of his mouth and then his eyes met yours. You remember watching him slaughter your best friend, his saber slashing across her face and knocking her down. You remember fighting beside what you considered to be your closest female friend out of all the trainee Jedi’s in the middle of the night when all hell broke loose.īen had a rage in him that you had never seen before. His outburst of anger during a practise fight, something as small as that should have warned you what was going to happen.īen was stronger than all of you, he took those out who wouldn’t cave into the dark side with him and unfortunately that included your best friend. Looking back, you can now see those small moments of Ben slowly turning towards the dark side. He’d had caught you one late night practising and instead of telling you that you had done enough and needed rest like most would when they caught you, he stayed up with you and helped you. He was quiet but friendly towards you and you have to admit you caught him smiling in your direction on a good couple occasions but you didn’t think much of it. Luke Skywalker was a legend, and an amazing teacher but even you couldn’t compete with Ben Solo’s abilities no matter how hard you trained, how much extra work you put in and all those late nights staying up to practise the force.īen knew this and occasionally during the lessons, he’d help you. He was the best in class, he was thriving and you thought he’d be the first fully fledged Jedi out of you all. What happened that night was a shock to you. When you close your eyes you can see what happened with such vividness that you have to open them again just to remember that you aren’t actually there. Warnings: Spoilers about Ben’s past, some violence, Pairings: Ben Solo x reader, a little Poe x reader And they get separated and then reunite years later and she helps try being him to the good side? And she survived because Ben always had a soft spot for her therefore saved her that night. Request by can you please write a Ben Solo x Reader imagine where the reader was a survivor in the camp of Jedi’s in training with Luke.
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